Find Yourself Episode 40 Recap
> Find Yourself Recap
He Fanxing suddenly apologized to He's father, crying and hugging him, repeatedly saying sorry. He's father was confused and didn't know what was wrong with He Fanxing; he could only hug her and comfort her silently. He Fanxing suddenly realized that there were things in this world that she couldn't change or achieve no matter how hard she tried. He Fanxing had no mind to sleep.
After sitting blankly in the living room all night, she made an appointment to meet Ye Luming in the evening. Song Xue went to the hospital for a pregnancy check-up. By the time He Fanxing arrived at the hospital, Song Xue had already finished the examination. After leaving the hospital, the two went shopping at the mall.
He Fanxing was still persuading Song Xue to tell Dongyang about the baby, and Song Xue promised He Fanxing that she would think about it again. He Fanxing suddenly felt emotional, thinking that other people's problems were easy to solve, and that she couldn't truly empathize with others. Song Xue had also recently started reflecting on herself.
Song Xue reminded He Fanxing that love does not need to be obtained through effort; what needs effort is how to keep love by your side. He Fanxing also felt some regret, realizing that she hadn't completely let go of her feelings for Yuan Song, and that she still felt jealous when she saw Yuan Song with other girls.
Song Xue advised He Fanxing not to continue deceiving herself and also said that Ye Luming should have also noticed He Fanxing's feelings, and that Ye Luming was also just deceiving himself. He Fanxing was thoughtful. Although she didn't know what she wanted now, she knew what she didn't want. He's mother and He's father were chatting at home.
He's mother felt that both He Fanxing and He Canyang only reported good news and hid their worries from her, making her constantly feel anxious, not knowing what exactly happened to her two children. He's father advised He's mother, feeling that the children were grown up and they, as parents, couldn't manage that much anymore, and they wouldn't be able to help the children much in the future either.
On her way to Ye Luming's house, He Fanxing was drenched by heavy rain. Ye Luming took Cai Minmin's clothes for He Fanxing to change into and poured her some wine. He Fanxing hesitated for a while, wanting to talk to Ye Luming, but Ye Luming interrupted her and proactively proposed breaking up, suggesting they go back to being friends. Ye Luming chose to let himself go and no longer force He Fanxing. He Fanxing felt very guilty.
Ye Luming even turned around to comfort He Fanxing, saying that He Fanxing was just a victim. He Fanxing felt that she had let down Ye Luming's efforts, but Ye Luming advised He Fanxing to look on the bright side, saying that he had also gained a lot in the process of giving. He Fanxing thanked Ye Luming for proposing the breakup first, being the bad guy until the very end.
Gratitude, guilt, and various emotions were stifled in He Fanxing's heart, and she could only thank him with wine. After becoming friends again, they felt much more relaxed when getting along. As the two were drunk and tipsily chatting, Cai Minmin came home and was a bit at a loss when she saw this scene. He Fanxing saw Cai Minmin and told Ye Luming about being mistaken for a cleaning lady by Cai Minmin at Yuan Song's house.
Ye Luming laughed at He Fanxing and also told Cai Minmin that he had dumped He Fanxing. Cai Minmin quickly called He Canyang, told him about the two being drunk, and asked He Canyang to come over quickly. When He Canyang arrived at Ye Luming's house, He Fanxing was pouring out her troubles. He Fanxing felt very sorry for He's father. He Canyang listened to He Fanxing's words and looked at her fragile state, feeling a little guilty himself.
When He Canyang wanted to take He Fanxing home, Cai Minmin looked at Ye Luming's sad face and blamed He Fanxing. He Canyang and Cai Minmin started arguing; neither could out-argue the other. He Canyang carried He Fanxing on his back and went home. When Yuan Song arrived at the company, the employees of Wonderful Decoration were packing up things, preparing to move to the headquarters. Cong Xiao had also been promoted to Marketing Manager at the headquarters.
The few of them exchanged a few jokes. Xiao Bai told Yuan Song that his annual leave had been approved. Cong Xiao casually asked where Yuan Song was going. Yuan Song said he was going to Suzhou with Luo Wenyue to attend an architect's lecture. Cong Xiao gossiped about Luo Wenyue's feelings for Yuan Song, but Yuan Song said he had no feelings for Luo Wenyue.
He Fanxing woke up from her hangover and went to He Canyang's place, drinking an entire bottle of water. Seeing He Fanxing like this, He Canyang worried that something had happened. He Fanxing planned to tell her parents about breaking up with Ye Luming, and instructed He Canyang to remember to call an ambulance if He's mother fainted. He Canyang wanted to persuade He Fanxing not to provoke their parents, but He Fanxing could no longer hide her inner thoughts.
After He's mother learned about He Fanxing's breakup, she felt some regret, but she had also somewhat sensed it. He's father also said that if they broke up, they broke up, and she could find someone she liked in the future. However, He Fanxing said that she already had someone she liked. Ignoring He Canyang's attempt to stop her, He Fanxing blurted out that she liked Yuan Song.
When He's mother and He's father saw He Canyang about to get physical, they held him back tightly. He's mother kept defending He Fanxing. He Canyang still felt that He's mother and He's father were biased, and slammed the door shut in a fit of pique. He's mother and He's father asked He Fanxing to sit down and explain exactly what was going on.
