Find Yourself Episode 38 Recap
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Yuan Song felt a bit emotional, thinking that he and He Fanxing hadn't sat together so calmly for a long time. Yuan Song told He Fanxing that after her father went missing, he could suddenly understand He Fanxing's timidity and self-contradiction in love. Although he couldn't stop his unrequited love for He Fanxing now, he had decided to miss out on her. Yuan Song was about to study abroad for two years and might soon fall for someone else.
Yuan Song then asked He Fanxing about her plans. He Fanxing stated her plans and decided to date Ye Luming more, devoting herself fully to her relationship with Ye Luming. However, Yuan Song had some reservations about He Fanxing's idea. Song Yifan suddenly invited Ye Luming for a meal and asked Ye Luming how much money it would take for him to leave He Fanxing. Ye Luming suddenly burst into laughter, feeling very surprised.
Ye Luming refused Song Yifan, saying he could understand Song Yifan's feelings as a father, but he couldn't agree to Song Yifan's request. Seeing that Ye Luming didn't agree, Song Yifan decided to break off all ties with him. When Song Yifan thought about how he had always encouraged Ye Luming to pursue He Fanxing, he felt very guilty towards Yuan Song. After playing ball, He Fanxing went to visit Yang Xiaoyu.
Yang Xiaoyu was complaining about Song Xue and Dong Yang breaking up. As they were chatting, Dong Yang called, but Song Xue told Yang Xiaoyu not to answer. Yang Xiaoyu asked Song Xue if deep down she still hoped Dong Yang would try to keep her. Song Xue was a little speechless. Seeing Song Xue silent, Yang Xiaoyu continued to persuade her to let Dong Yang know about the child.
He Fanxing felt that Yang Xiaoyu had changed completely since deciding to get a divorce, as if she had returned to her student days. The two then talked about the progress between He Fanxing and Ye Luming. Now, everything was ready between He Fanxing and Ye Luming, except for He Fanxing's feelings for him being the final push. He Fanxing was still trying every possible way to advance her relationship with Ye Luming.
That evening, He Fanxing and Ye Luming went on a date to watch a movie. He Fanxing knew that Cai Minmin had run away from home and was also troubled by it, so she reminded Ye Luming not to let Ye Caiwei or He Fanxing's father and mother know about Cai Minmin and He Canyang's relationship. He Fanxing mentioned her intention to get married. Although Ye Luming wanted to marry He Fanxing, he wanted He Fanxing's genuine feelings more.
As he listened to He Fanxing talk about wanting to get married, he always felt something was not quite right, but he still said he would work hard together with He Fanxing. Ai Jia's designer Luo Wenyue came to Wonderful Decoration for a meeting with Chang Huan and Yuan Song. Xiao Bai inquired about Luo Wenyue from a friend at the headquarters. Cong Xiao felt a bit jealous seeing Chang Huan also chatting happily with Luo Wenyue.
He Fanxing came to bring food to Ye Luming. Ye Luming told He Fanxing not to force herself to do things she wasn't good at, saying that ordering takeout and cooking herself showed the same intention. He Fanxing came to Wonderful Decoration to help Xiao Bai handle some matters. Seeing He Fanxing arrive, Cong Xiao quickly relayed gossip to her, saying that Luo Wenyue had been flirting with Yuan Song all day.
Although He Fanxing felt a bit disappointed, she still said in front of Cong Xiao that she thought Luo Wenyue and Yuan Song were quite well-matched. He Fanxing helped Xiao Bai handle the accounts and reminded Xiao Bai not to be so half-hearted in the future. Xiao Bai felt a little guilty and said she had recently broken up, asking He Fanxing for understanding.
Just after Xiao Bai finished telling He Fanxing about her boyfriend being entangled with his ex, Yuan Song also came over to greet He Fanxing. He Fanxing didn't want to hear Xiao Bai and Yuan Song discussing Luo Wenyue anymore, so she left the company. Cai Minmin, Liu Zhanni, and Da Tou came to Yuan Song's place to drink and chat. Cai Minmin got drunk and poured out her heart to Yuan Song.
As they both had similar troubles because of the He siblings, they sympathized with each other's situations. That evening, while He Fanxing was writing a summary of her relationship with Ye Luming, she couldn't help but think back to Luo Wenyue and Yuan Song. He Fanxing felt annoyed and desperately tried to control herself from thinking about Yuan Song anymore. The next day, Cai Minmin came to the He family home to visit He Fanxing's father. He Canyang returned home.
His mother thought He Canyang had lectured Cai Minmin again, so she told He Canyang not to put on airs in front of Cai Minmin. She even said that after He Fanxing and Ye Luming got married, Cai Minmin would be considered He Canyang's niece. Cai Minmin quickly said she didn't want to be He Canyang's niece. His mother misunderstood, thinking Cai Minmin didn't like He Canyang. His mother then asked Cai Minmin to call her Grandma.
Cai Minmin didn't know how to refuse and quickly said she had to go to work. He Canyang then planned to take Cai Minmin to the restaurant. Just as He Canyang and Cai Minmin arrived at the parking lot, his mother saw that He Canyang had forgotten his car keys, so she went downstairs to bring them. She happened to see He Canyang and Cai Minmin hugging after making up.
While He Fanxing and Ye Luming were having lunch, they talked about He Fanxing opening a flower shop. Ye Luming wanted He Fanxing to be a Vice President at his company, but He Fanxing didn't want to do administrative work anymore. Ye Luming thought He Fanxing was unwilling to get too deeply involved with him, so he promised He Fanxing that even if they broke up later, it wouldn't affect her job.
Ye Luming analyzed that opening a flower shop might not earn as much as He Fanxing did as a manager, but He Fanxing seriously told Ye Luming that opening a flower shop was what she truly wanted to do. Ye Luming expressed his support for He Fanxing. While they were chatting, Yuan Song and Luo Wenyue entered the restaurant. Yuan Song greeted He Fanxing. Both He Fanxing and Yuan Song kept glancing at each other's table.
Luo Wenyue suddenly proposed to Yuan Song that they try dating, using a new relationship to cover up the old one, and said she didn't mind that Yuan Song still had someone else in his heart. Meanwhile, after He Fanxing went to the restroom, Ye Luming accidentally discovered that He Fanxing's notebook was full of Yuan Song's name. Ye Luming felt a little disappointed. He put the notebook back in He Fanxing's bag.
After He Fanxing returned, Ye Luming excused himself, saying he had something to attend to and left. He also rejected He Fanxing's invitation to walk the dog together that evening. After Ye Luming left, He Fanxing received a call for help from Cai Minmin and rushed home. At He Canyang's home, his mother was lecturing He Canyang, feeling that He Canyang's liking wouldn't last more than three months and told him to break up with Cai Minmin. However, He Canyang felt his mother was biased, making him compromise even in his relationship for He Fanxing.
