Master of My Own Episode 32 (Ending) Recap
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Su Weiran confessed to Ning Meng that he initially refused He Yueluan’s proposal, which led He Yueluan to seek out Jin Haiyang instead. Su Weiran admitted he looked down on those people because he saw Lu Jiming as his true opponent, someone only like Lu Jiming was worthy of being his rival. He explained that he lost control because he realized Ning Meng subconsciously continued to think of Lu Jiming even when they were together.
He knew she tried to distance herself from Lu Jiming, but the more she tried, the more Su Weiran’s hatred for Lu Jiming grew. He expressed deep regret, stating that hitting Ning Meng that day was the worst thing he had ever done. Ning Meng, in turn, expressed her heartbreak, pointing out that Su Weiran despised He Yueluan and his associates, yet chose to engage in illegal and wrongful activities with them, effectively splitting himself into another person.
Su Weiran mused about how things might have been different if they had started their relationship in university or reunited earlier, believing Ning Meng could have held him back and prevented him from becoming the person he was. Ning Meng firmly told him that only he could save himself, not her, urging him to surrender to the authorities.
She acknowledged his desire to change, stating that his "good self" had been fighting his "bad self," and it was time for the good self to prevail. Ning Meng assured him that accepting punishment, though difficult, was a path to rebirth, emphasizing that he was Su Weiran, not the fictional 'Jason.' After Ning Meng left, Su Weiran pondered her words, seemingly making a difficult decision.
L&M Capital celebrated a successful milestone as a client, Ms. Huang, expressed her confidence in Lu Jiming and Ning Meng. Ms. Huang appreciated that L&M Capital focused on execution rather than just conceptualizing, expressing hope for a decade-long partnership. Shortly after, Ning Meng received news that Su Weiran had turned himself in. She felt relieved, noting that his "good side" had finally prevailed over his "bad side."
Later, a package arrived for Ning Meng containing a birthday gift and a letter from Su Weiran. In the letter, he thanked her for her help, acknowledging that he alone could save himself and would confess everything he knew. He also expressed hope that she would one day forgive him for his past wrongdoings.
Su Weiran wrote that he realized he truly fell for Ning Meng when he saw her uphold her principles in the murky capital market, reminding him of his own pure and sunny past self. He confessed that his actions were driven by a desire to prevent precious things from being easily taken from him again. He thanked her for helping him find his former self, calling her his "savior," and concluded by sincerely wishing her happiness.
That evening, Lu Jiming expressed his gratitude for Ning Meng’s unwavering support. Ning Meng reciprocated, thanking him for not giving up. She recalled how, as his secretary, she felt miles apart from him, never imagining they would become such good friends. Lu Jiming attributed her success to her courageous spirit and persistence in pursuing her dreams, acknowledging that her strength had also inspired him to stand up again.
Lu Jiming found himself struggling to voice something he had held in his heart for a long time, eventually only managing to express a desire for them to "expand and make the intelligent community better" together. Meanwhile, You Qi visited He Yueluan in prison. She told him that she was doing well and was building her own independent life and career, stating that he had, in a way, awakened her.
She asked if he had seen his child's photo, describing the boy as a "chubby kid," "stout and honest," and looking "just like me when I was young." She wished him happiness before leaving, deciding it was better for him to discover the truth about the child on his own when he deserved to. Back at his place, Lu Jiming practiced confessing his feelings to Ning Meng in front of a mirror, repeatedly stumbling over the words "I like you."
Just as he was about to articulate his feelings, Ning Meng unexpectedly knocked on his door. He opened it, flustered and dressed in a new, sharp suit. Ning Meng teased him about being "all dressed up" while staying home, to which he awkwardly explained he was just trying on his new suit and hadn't even had time to try on the pants yet because she knocked.
Ning Meng then mysteriously invited him to meet at the company at 5 PM the following day, promising a surprise and playfully reminding him to "wear the pants tomorrow." The next day, Ning Meng sought You Qi’s advice on her makeup for the special occasion, opting for a look that was "mature yet playful."
When Lu Jiming arrived at the company carrying 99 roses, he was met by Xiaoyang and Song, who set off celebratory firecrackers, teasing him about Ning Meng's "poor secret-keeping" and implying the flowers were for her. Lu Jiming, taken by surprise, quickly claimed the roses were for "all the employees," declaring his love for them to deflect the attention, to which Xiaoyang playfully reciprocated. Soon after, guests began to arrive for L&M Capital’s first anniversary celebration.
Shi Ying arrived with her boyfriend, Jason, who worked at a Singaporean fund company. You Qi also came, accidentally bumping into Yuan Jie from Phoenix Home Textile and engaging in a brief, slightly awkward exchange about "champagne roses." Zeng Yuhang and Xu Sitian arrived along with Madam Liu, who humorously asked if the company needed a female secretary, to which Lu Jiming offered her an administrative consultant role.
As the anniversary celebration commenced, Lu Jiming delivered a heartfelt speech, reflecting on his journey in the capital market, acknowledging both betrayals and deep emotional connections. He particularly thanked Ning Meng, recognizing her shift from his secretary to the one who now guided him. Ning Meng then spoke, playfully describing Lu Jiming's transformation from an "irritable Tyrannosaurus rex" into a "resilient, warm Little Green Dragon" (with others jokingly interjecting "Little White Dragon," "Teddy Bear," and "Caterpillar").
She shared her own growth from an insignificant secretary to an investor, highlighting the complexities of the capital market with its "justice and evil." Ning Meng expressed gratitude for not abandoning her original intentions, for staying true to her principles, and for the "benefactors" and "partners" who gave her opportunities. She concluded by proclaiming that dreams were the only "sure-win" investment, urging everyone to always remember their initial dreams and original selves.
Everyone raised a toast, wishing for their dreams to come true. The celebratory mood continued as Yuan Jie from Phoenix Home Textile thanked Lu Jiming for his past guidance, which had taught him that "rushing things will only make it worse." He then teased Lu Jiming for taking "too small" steps in his relationship with Ning Meng, implying he should confess his feelings.
Taking the hint, Song suddenly declared his long-held affection for Xiaoyang, asking her to be his girlfriend, a proposal she happily accepted, to the cheers of their colleagues. The excitement didn't end there; Zeng Yuhang announced that he and Xu Sitian had gotten married the day before, showing off their marriage certificate and promising a wedding banquet on an auspicious date.
He also jokingly asked Lu Jiming about his "marriage money" investment, to which Lu Jiming assured him it was enough to raise a child. Just as the atmosphere seemed perfectly set for Lu Jiming to make his move, Shi Ying revealed her own "four-happiness": she was expanding her business to Singapore, leaving Shanghai operations to Lu Jiming, and shared that she, Jason, and their child would be relocating there.
Each piece of good news, while happy for others, left Lu Jiming visibly frustrated as his own opportunities to confess were repeatedly and comically thwarted. As the party wound down, guests left to enjoy a fireworks show, leaving Ning Meng and Lu Jiming alone. They decided to walk by the river, where the city lights reflected beautifully on the water.
Finally, Lu Jiming took Ning Meng’s hand and confessed his deep feelings, telling her he had wanted to say "let's be together" for a long time. He recalled how touched he was when she bravely returned to help him, but knew that wasn't the right time for a confession, as she needed to stand on her own first. He praised her for achieving that, saying her current self was even more endearing.
When she indicated her agreement but asked him to say it "seriously," he declared, "I want to become your father's son-in-law." He then asked if he could kiss her, to which she playfully called it a "stupid question." Just as Ning Meng initiated a tender kiss, their friends suddenly reappeared, having circled back from the fireworks, surprising the couple.
Lu Jiming, no longer shy, boldly called them to a halt and kissed Ning Meng in front of everyone, sealing their love amidst laughter and cheers, as their story continued to unfold.