The Best of You in My Mind Episode 21 Recap
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Lin Xichi's father called her, encouraging her to return to Luo City for a well-paying internship at a pet hospital near home, hoping she would consider it more stable for a young woman. Lin Xichi, however, firmly expressed her desire to remain in Rong City after graduation. Her father then suggested she call her mother. Lin Xichi met Zheng Fang Fang.
Lin Xichi proactively informed her mother that Xu Fang had gone abroad for treatment and that she did not know when he would return, clarifying that waiting for him was her personal decision. Zheng Fang Fang questioned Xu Fang's future as a professional athlete given his target panic, expressing concern about how he would support Lin Xichi if he had to retire, and whether he possessed other skills to secure their happiness.
Lin Xichi tearfully confessed her past struggles with self-forgiveness, believing she was inadequate and even resorting to impersonating her mother's WeChat to talk to her father, feeling undeserving of happiness and love. She then explained that Xu Fang's unwavering support during her most vulnerable moments had made her realize her worthiness of love and happiness, enabling her to finally forgive herself.
Zheng Fang Fang acknowledged her past shortcomings as a mother but urged Lin Xichi to calm down and take responsibility for her future. Lin Xichi countered that she needed her mother's care earlier, not now, and emphatically told her mother not to interfere in her relationship with Xu Fang, stressing that just as Xu Fang had held her hand during her hardest times, she would never let go of his when he needed her.
After the meeting, Zheng Fang Fang called Lin Xichi's father, telling him that Lin Xichi had truly grown up. She expressed regret for missing their children's formative years and declared that she had genuinely let go of the past, thanking him for raising them so well and noting Lin Xichi's loyalty, unlike her own past selfishness.
Returning home distraught after the argument, Lin Xichi was comforted by her brother, Lin Xi Geng, who lightheartedly suggested that fighting could be a shortcut to communication. Shortly thereafter, Lin Xichi received an exciting phone call from Harmony Veterinary Hospital, informing her that she had passed her interview and was officially recruited as an intern.
Overjoyed, she shared the news with Lin Xi Geng, expressing her relief, as she had nearly given up hope and considered returning to work at a pet shop. Meanwhile, Lin Xi Geng took He Liyang, who was soon to be discharged, outside in her wheelchair to enjoy the fresh air and sunlight. He Liyang remarked on the beauty of the place and the sense of freedom it offered.
Lin Xi Geng reassured her that once her cast was removed, she would be able to go anywhere. He Liyang mused that freedom wasn't exclusively found in cycling, as she had realized that different activities could also offer unique perspectives. When Lin Xi Geng asked how she always appeared so peaceful, she replied that life is precious, and one should live authentically, embracing beauty and freedom.
Lin Xi Geng then admitted he could no longer live that way because he now cherished something important. He Liyang playfully asked him to stop flicking her head, pointing out his age and her embarrassment. Lin Xi Geng, while still calling her a "brat," acknowledged that he needed more time to truly become an adult. Lin Xichi and Lin Xi Geng visited a potential apartment for rent.
Lin Xichi was pleased with its password lock, spacious French windows, and good soundproofing. She confirmed that she could keep a dog there and decided to rent the place, even requesting to keep a large floor mirror. Soon after moving in, Lin Xichi called her father to assure him that she had fetched Fang Fang, who was settling in well. At Harmony Veterinary Hospital, Lin Xichi quickly settled into her new role.
She examined a porcupine, noting its discomfort due to the hot environment and recommending tests. A nurse named Yu Ni introduced herself as a colleague. Lin Xichi also compassionately attempted to weigh a trembling dog, reassuring it that despite being an intern, she would soon be qualified to treat animals, and wished it good health. A colleague showed Lin Xichi a tortoise that had been abandoned by its owner after treatment.
The tortoise, named "Little Watermelon" because of its fondness for the fruit, was now to be kept at the front desk as a mascot, but Lin Xichi expressed hope that a kind person would eventually adopt it. In the US, Xu Fang's coach confronted him for secretly practicing archery. Xu Fang explained that he wanted to test the effectiveness of his physical training but found that his target panic had worsened.
The coach reiterated that the training aimed to improve muscle control and help Xu Fang forget old habits, emphasizing that his complete trust was essential for the coach to guide his movements and change his focus. Later, Lin Xichi attempted a video call, but Xu Fang declined, citing fatigue. During a subsequent call, Xu Fang hypothetically asked Lin Xichi what would happen if his target panic remained uncured.
Lin Xichi reminded him of a famous athlete who also suffered from target panic but recovered after two years abroad and went on to win an Olympic championship, assuring him he was not an exception. She lovingly told him that even if the condition persisted, it was acceptable; he could return to China, and she would care for him as a pet while continuing her veterinary work.
She encouraged him to rest, eat well, and stop overthinking, showing him Fang Fang and assuring him that "brother will be fine, right? As healthy as you, as big an eater as you." Alone, Xu Fang continued to grapple with frustration over his condition, questioning his fear of the yellow target. Meanwhile, Lin Xichi diligently researched specialists to help Xu Fang, specifically Dr. Wang Xiao Yun, a sports medicine expert, after learning that Xu Fang's target panic was not improving.
She contacted Zheng Fang Fang's friend, Auntie Liu, to obtain Dr. Wang's address. However, despite braving heavy rain to find the location, Lin Xichi was informed by a resident that Dr. Wang had retired and moved away long ago, and her current whereabouts were unknown. The following day, at the hospital, Lin Xichi, despite feeling unwell and being only an intern, showed compassion towards a client whose cat was severely ill.
She agreed to examine it for dehydration and initiate tests before the clinic officially opened. Her colleague, Yu Ni, noticed Lin Xichi's pale complexion and lack of appetite. Yu Ni initially gossiped about Lin Xichi's boyfriend, questioning if he was imaginary since he never visited. Realizing Lin Xichi was genuinely sick, Yu Ni offered to request leave for her, but Lin Xichi insisted on continuing her work. Later, Lin Xichi was seen struggling alone on the street, visibly very ill.
Xin Zi Dan spotted her at Tianfu Great Wall Station and immediately rushed to her aid. At the hospital, Xin Zi Dan chastised Lin Xichi for her apparent self-neglect and for being alone, speculating that Xu Fang's absence was the reason. Xin Zi Dan offered to fetch her medicine and prepare porridge, but Lin Xichi declined, asserting she was well enough for Xin Zi Dan to leave.
Xin Zi Dan expressed continued worry about Lin Xichi being alone without Xu Fang. Upon Lin Xichi's return home, she struggled to open the door. Lin Xi Geng, already inside, let her in. He discovered she had a high fever of 39. 2 degrees Celsius and scolded her for becoming so ill. He unceremoniously placed a foot towel on her forehead, brushing aside her protests.
After reviewing her test results, Lin Xi Geng noted her high white blood cell count, indicating inflammation. He then handed her phone, which was ringing, but she appeared unable to answer.
