Your Sensibility My Destiny Episode 6 Recap
> Your Sensibility My Destiny Recap
Ji Dingluan sat alone, drinking, consumed by sorrow over Qiu Wan. He pondered how love could be measured and lamented Qiu Wan's warmth towards other men, believing a woman of her beauty, with her "big eyes glowing with kindness, red lips with white teeth, a nice forehead, perfect brows and silky skin," should have been with him, "redeeming each other."
He felt she "should be cold as ice" and vowed that if she were to "sink into sin," he would "follow her and pull you back before it is too late." Overcome with emotion, he penned a passionate love letter, expressing his desire to "make a vow under the peach blossom tree" with her and be with her "for the rest of my life."
He slipped the letter under her door but, in the morning, feeling foolish, he secretly retrieved it. Meanwhile, Ling Yan reported certain findings to Ji Dingluan, who strictly ordered the matter to be kept secret. Ji Dingluan then instructed Ling Yan to stop investigating Lin Chi, asking if she felt familiar, before quickly changing the subject to Ling Yan’s attire and inviting her to a game. Mo Qingchen, puzzled by Lin Chi's behavior, consulted Ling Shu.
He recounted how Lin Chi had recently grown angry when he offered her an umbrella, demanded he attend Prince Jing's get-together only to be upset by his friendliness, and, most surprisingly, violated their agreement by touching parts of his body that were off-limits. Ling Shu enthusiastically explained that these were clear signs of Lin Chi's deep affection for him.
When Mo Qingchen admitted he didn't understand what "liking" someone felt like, Ling Shu challenged him: would he still keep Lin Chi by his side if she could no longer help him perceive the world? He reminded Mo Qingchen how he had previously "racked his brains to keep Miss Lin by his side," leading Mo Qingchen to realize that his efforts might have indeed stemmed from love.
Later, Ji Dingluan visited Mo Qingchen, mistakenly believing he had a connection with Qiu Wan. He warned Mo Qingchen about Qiu Wan's past as a "wanted suspect proficient in deception," urging him not to fall for her. Mo Qingchen, however, calmly stated, "I have never paid attention to Qiu Wan," indicating his affections lay elsewhere. He then asked Ji Dingluan to describe the feeling of love.
Ji Dingluan eloquently explained it as being captivated by someone's "every little thing she does," feeling shy when touched, sad when neglected, wanting to understand their past, and desiring to possess their future—a bittersweet longing. Mo Qingchen, listening intently, recognized these exact feelings as his own for Lin Chi, concluding, "I think I might have fallen for Lin Chi." Concurrently, Lin Chi confronted Qiu Wan about her seemingly seductive behavior towards Mo Qingchen the previous night.
Qiu Wan revealed her actions were a calculated "test" to help Lin Chi "see the truth" about her own feelings. Lin Chi, embarrassed, confessed that she had drunkenly kissed Mo Qingchen. Qiu Wan, surprised by their rapid progress, quoted, "When wine goes in, truth comes out," confirming Lin Chi had "completely fallen for Mo Qingchen." Lin Chi, still disheartened that Mo Qingchen had pushed her away, was reassured by Qiu Wan.
Qiu Wan disclosed that during their time together, Mo Qingchen "wouldn't stop talking about you," expressing deep concern for Lin Chi's past hardships, loneliness, and adjustment to life at Wu Mo Manor. Convinced by Qiu Wan's words, Lin Chi decided to "take the initiative" and be responsible for her actions.
Ji Dingluan later encountered Qiu Wan and, still believing her heart belonged to Mo Qingchen, told her that "since our intertwined fate ends here, I shall return your freedom to you so that you are free to choose your path," implying she should leave his residence. Qiu Wan, however, surprised him by reciting lines from his love letter, "When the world is not awake, when the flowering period has not ended. . .
I shall be with you for the rest of my life," proving she had read his confession. Ji Dingluan became flustered, dismissing them as mere "drunk words." Qiu Wan, amused by his shyness, inquired if his "spiritual teacher" would discover his secret. Panicked, Ji Dingluan quickly retracted his earlier statement, inviting Qiu Wan to "stay at my manor for however long you like."
Later, he awkwardly offered her an apple he was eating, stumbled over his words trying to compliment her sweetness, and quickly departed. Realizing his feelings, Mo Qingchen took Lin Chi to the courtyard, where he had prepared numerous sky lanterns, remembering her wish to see them. As they released them, Lin Chi silently made a wish for their long-lasting relationship. Mo Qingchen apologized for making her wait previously.
Lin Chi, hoping for a romantic confession, prompted him to speak his heart. However, Mo Qingchen, in his characteristic bluntness, simply wished her "health and prosperity," "May all your dreams come true," and "May everything go as you wish." Disappointed, Lin Chi expressed her dismay, expecting words of affection, not well-wishes. Mo Qingchen then embraced her, confessing that "before meeting you, I didn't know how being in love felt."
They discussed their differing social statuses—her humble background and his princely identity—and her fear of public disapproval. Mo Qingchen reassured her, stating that "reputation and social status are not important," as they "serve no purposes" during hardships, emphasizing that "I care for what you care." The next morning, Lin Chi woke to find Mo Qingchen still asleep. She gently touched his face and, yielding to impulse, kissed him.
She drifted back to sleep, only to wake again to find Mo Qingchen already dressed and preparing to leave. She hoped he would kiss her goodbye, but he made no move, leaving her disappointed. During breakfast, Lin Chi insisted on waiting for Mo Qingchen, hoping to spend more time with him, and asked him to teach her guqin and painting.
Mo Qingchen, however, suggested Ling Hua and Ling Shu instruct her, and he would teach her in "half a month," further disheartening Lin Chi, whose true desire was simply his company. When Mo Qingchen then prepared to leave the manor alone, Lin Chi was finally exasperated.
She decided to go out herself, complaining to Ling Hua that Mo Qingchen never told her his plans, unlike when he first "clung to her all day and all night" upon her arrival at the manor. The following day, Lin Chi again woke to find Mo Qingchen had left early. Complaining about his mysterious disappearances, she was surprised to find him in the courtyard.
He presented her with osmanthus cake from Duan's Bakery, her favorite childhood treat, then revealed he had thoroughly investigated her past. He recounted details of her impoverished childhood, her time at Mr. Xiong's private school, her travels with Zhuang Chen, and even her recent purchase of her old house. He also revealed that she had a "long-lost sister, still unheard of."
Mo Qingchen then embraced her, presenting her with a copy of an ancient poem she had once been punished to copy. He explained he wanted to be a part of her "future memories," not just recount her past. When Lin Chi lightheartedly remarked that "money is more practical," Mo Qingchen took her words seriously. He instructed Ling Shu to bring all of Wu Mo Manor's account books, property deeds, antique ledgers, and servant rosters, entrusting their management to her.
Lin Chi was astounded by the immense wealth—thousands of taels a month from land taxes alone, not including other businesses. She initially refused, but Ling Shu insisted it was Mo Qingchen's sincere gesture. Lin Chi was further shocked to learn that Mo Qingchen even owned multiple banks. Meanwhile, Ji Dingluan faced dire financial straits.
He had to dismiss his servants, giving his last few taels of silver to Tao and Niu, instructing them to start businesses or buy land and marry, reassuring them not to worry about him as "money comes and goes." He also gave money to another servant, Afu, apologizing for making him "treated unfairly" due to the manor's "short of money."
Afu then presented Ji Dingluan with a loan receipt, reminding him that he had borrowed five taels from him for winter coal. Ji Dingluan, embarrassed, admitted he had completely forgotten about the debt.
